Irresponsible? What??
I am in the student council this school year. I was elected as one of the leaders, and was responsible of meetings, agendas, and all the decisions. I did not set-up a role model today because I was ‘too busy.’ And so what? Everyone makes mistakes.
We should take turns to check the classroom behaviors, however, I forgot to take the checklist, and no one told me it was my turn (this is my fault though). William and Samuel was in a group with me, they forgot either. They came to me today and asked, ‘Why don’t you remind us it’s our turn to check?’
Wait, just because I am the leader, I got to remember all the agendas? It’s my fault that while you are in the same group, you forgot either?? That’s where cooperation takes place; we should’ve reminded each other. Now, we were blaming each other. We started checking in the afternoon time. Since it was eye-exercise, I was not in charge. At the end of the day, William came to me and said, ‘You didn’t do anything! Now, you should go down and put the records of scores on the board. You got the order wrong, by the way.’
I made a remark, if the order was wrong, how could I record the scores?
‘Since you didn’t do anything, just make sure the order is correct.’
I was so exasperated, but why should I do it? Since William has only written about eight numbers on the checklist, that meant he has done something?
‘I have honors IT, you have more time, and you can go do it.’ He told me.
‘Well, I have honors composition!!!’ I was angered, and frustrated.
‘But honors IT is more important! You have more free time!’ he, then, looked at me with disgust.
So, it’s my fault now? It my fault!!?? Wait, but I realized I was the leader, shouldn’t leaders make decisions? Now I am obeying to a treasury? In what manner, shall he say those words to me? ‘Fine.’ I said to myself, it’s my fault okay? It’s my fault! I don’t have any reason to say ‘I can’t do it’, I should set up a model to be responsible. It’s so unjust. Being a leader, we have to use more responsibilities to pay back the mistakes? What about the related members? They all blame on other people? How will the teachers think about me? And other people? It’s too unjust.